Is it possible? I am very depressed I am very bored and together I am bored of being depressed. My life is the same everyday, I accomplish nothing,I have no purpose.why be awake to only want to be asleep or sleeping trying to make life go by to be over sooner so what is the rationale behind that? I am bored of wasting time but too depressed to do anything about it.again I cannot sleep this foot ankle pain thing Damn broke foot.encourages me to do nothing more,pain keeps me in the bed cannot take any mess for pain, so I suffer in agony in silence no one wants to admit I can’t do anything, they deny the pain exists so I don’t affect their lives, just shut me in my room and I meditate on tv to try to alieve some pain.but not just the foot the heart and head it pains with worthlessness.
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Depressed beyond depressed
I can’t describe how much existance hurts, this awful numb pain I feel, it was only the begining of the month I was what seemed so happy. Why and when and how did that change? He can love me a month ago and hate me now? I can’t watch him everyday ignoring I’m around or sleeping in my bed but putting pillows down the middle. This world no longer holds a place for me. I don’t belong, I am feeling so much pain I cannot take it much longer….
after 19 years I find myself here again…..
He cannot say he loves me he cannot comfort me and hold me and tell me everything is going to be all right. I find myself in the lowest place ive been in 14+ years.we are dancing the dance again.it is my head again,I start to doubt the world around me,i lose me…I cannot survive [...]
